Thursday, July 11, 2013

Love, Brokenness, and a PUSH



He speaks to me you know….He tells me things, He tells me how He loves me so...
But how do you know who He is? She ask…
I know because I saw him…
Saw Him!!!! What do you mean you saw Him? You saw the Man we read about in our Sunday school lessons? How so?
You know how my mom and dad always tell me that I’m their miracle child, but what they don’t know is He told me I was going to go to earth one day to help this man and woman who needed a stirring of their faith.  I told Him I was going to be sad to leave Him, but I knew what I needed to do. My parents told me one night that they waited so long for me to come to this world, but it was very hard to have me. But, as He and I looked afar He told me He was just waiting for a brokenness to come. Then He would be ready to release me to them.
What is brokenness?
Brokenness is when you get down on your knees and put your hands together and say “Jesus I need you, there is nothing more that I can do, I need more of you and less of me.” That is brokenness.
When did they become broke?
Hahahahaha…They became broke when my daddy got down on his knees one night, after my mom was asleep. He said “Jesus, today broke my heart, to hear the doctors say that my wife would not be able to have children after two miscarriages because of the ware and tare it did on her body. But, Jesus I know you can do the impossible. I am sorry, we are sorry, for continuously taking advantage of your love. So Jesus I give it all back, I only want what you have for us, and not what I want for us. It is your will Father and I trust you.”
What happened after that?
After my dad did that He came to me and said it is time my child! I descended from the Heavens and went into my mommy’s stomach, and then I was born. They said that Jesus told them not to give up and give it one more try then Jesus gave them a birthing and that is why they named me Angel.
What does He look like since you saw Him?
He looks like you!
Like me?
Yep!
Ummmm….
Jesus lives in you and He lives in me, He lives in anyone who receives and accepts Him to reign over their lives as their Savior. So, anyone that sees you sees Jesus!
How do you know?
I know because I believe in Him and now my mom and dad know Him to, it just took me to come to push them to want to know Him more.
What happens when you become broken? When you become broken, you set your heart free, you allow yourself to break down walls of hurt and shame and ask the Father for forgiveness and then you forgive yourself. When you do, the Heavens open up and as they open, your heart begins to mend, troubles come to an end, the salvation bell begins to ring, and the choir begins to sing…”He loves us, oh how He loves us, Oh, How he loves us…then your mind begins to renew itself, your feet start walking on a path destined for wealth. Your hands begin to clap together and your mouth begins to pray, your voice lifts High as you shout out the Highest Praise!
As the brokenness takes over you , the Heavens begin to release those answers to the prayers you prayed, the answers to the questions you raised, the secrets things beyond the grave…The Heavens begin to release the PUSH, the PUSH to help you run back to the Father, if you ran away, the PUSH to help you know more Him and less of yourself is the way, the PUSH to know He is the Father of making the impossible, possible and if we just listen He has many more words to say….

Psalms 51:16-17
For you will not delight in sacrifice, or I would give it; you will not be pleased with a burnt offering. The sacrifices of God are a broken spirit; a broken and contrite heart, O God, you will not despise. 


Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Its been a while....

Welcoming myself back...Welcoming God with more than just a welcome doormat...Opening the door and inviting Him in... doing so by releasing the true worship within, making Him feel like He can stay by sharing how thankful I am of His Grace...Letting His spirit reveal by opening my ears to hear...but first I must allow peace to come in and command my emotions and thoughts to be still...

 Oh Father Oh Father, you are doing some mighty mighty mighty things...people do not understand and frankly I do not expect them to until they really accept you as their Lord their Savior and allow their hearts to become broken and open to you, for you are mender, you are healer and their lives will never be the same after one touch from you God. Although the walk is not easy, but the burden is so light. Why is that? Because once we accept you as Lord and allow you to reign over our Lives we want know struggle, but we will know a trial and we will know a tribulation, but we will know that at then end of that trial and tribulation its you at the finish line saying you finished the race, what did you learn? what did my spirit reveal to you during the race? what are you going to share? and are you ready for the next race, He will place His hand on your shoulder and thank you for enduring the race, enduring that sweat, the loss of breath, the moments where you bent down placed your hands on your knees and said "Jesus I need you to help me finish this race" then all of sudden this energy will come like a great wind, giving you that breath, giving you that motivation and the next thing you know you have finished...See Jesus wants us to call out to him and say we need His help, because we are flesh and we cannot finish the race alone, because the flesh is weak, let me say that again, the flesh is weak, but the spirit is willing. Jesus said this to His own disciples, His own followers... Matthew 26:41 ..."For the Spirit is willing, but the Flesh is weak. See Jesus knows, He knows...but during that race we should be seeking and asking His Spirit to reveal to us...  

What is the spirit telling, speaking, revealing to you?
Jesus died for you and me... what does that in itself minister to you? 
You standing here, means you broke through, 
literally you broke through, 
you took a stand and told the enemy he couldn't have you, 
look at the miracle you are... 
standing bold, upright, and tall, no blessing no miracle, will ever be measured to you as small. For you know the God who sent his Son Jesus to catch you from that proposed situation that was set up to make you do more than fall, 
when your back was against the wall. 
God sent his son Jesus to plant the soles of your feet on a firm foundation, 
so when the time came, 
you were ready to answer to His call. 
Oh and when that day came... 
You said, Yes Jesus, Yes Father, Yes My Savior, Yes Lord 
I receive your power, I receive your love, I receive your guidance, 
Yes Father, I will run to you, 
I will seek you till I find you,
I will pray until I hear that voice breakthrough. 
For Jesus you are the link that keeps holding my me,
you are the link that eases my mind and helps me understand, 
you are my link...
I am the child and you are the Hand! 
Jesus its you I need, its you I want, Reign over my Life God,
Reign over my wants, 
Reign Father!! Reign!!